Mixed Feelings of Elation

I love Emilia Feryna Aisyah Bte M.J

hahahha. loser siolzx!

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HAD A GREAT TIME LAST NIGHT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

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When i was 16 years old and 364 days, i get to eat a birthday cake with my friends for the first time since i was born.

 and to look back at 17, i was a fucked up kid with no headings in life. i lost a perfect girlfriend, i lost my temper, i was fucking depressed!

 maybe you guys dont know that. maybe some noticed it. i failed my N Level.

 I cant get into SHAtec last year bcos of the large sum of fees needed to enrol.

 and when i wanted to take Culinary Skills at ITe, my parents wouldn't want me to do that. i feel so fucking sad.

 i felt like the earth body-slammed me. and the only thing that was broken was my heart. then i chose Retail course in ITE.

 that course seriously sucks sia! the only reason i chose that course was i wanted to end ITE as soon as possible. its only 1 year course.

 i hate the teachers, i hate the subjects and i hate the attachments. but my classmates were okay though.

 especially YongHe, my class monitor. lol. so fucked up eh he.

 okay, study wise aside, now relationship. hmmm, lost contact with old friends, lost Jiayan, lost Emy. i lost my courage. i was scared to move on.

 yeah that's what i am after Jiayan. now its Emilia. i couldn't do all these sia. i cant see myself going far in relationship anymore.

 i tend to do my utmost for my girlfriend, but i always get shit back.

 haiya, better be gay sia. LOL. i wanna see what's gonna happen tomorrow. no use cheering up. i've gave up. you won't be seeing me often now.

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yeah, i'm done with attachment, done with assignment!

now, i'm a free man. LOL~ and i did'nt get to continue Bossini bcos of my lateness. -.-

the HR told me i am a very good salesman and always topping the personal sales.

but bcos of my continuous lateness and MCs,  LOL, they had to terminate my contract.

 hahaha. haiya, nvm, but i got the job at UNIQLO baby! and i dont care about Bossini. LOL.

i cant hit my weekly target there bcos there's not a lot of customers. haiya. pathetic.

the average of customers entering the shop is 50 per day. whoa kanasai. LOL.

then how to hit target like that? no commision, no OT. just basic pay.

hmmm, this is all i gotta say. good night, birds.

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My ship went down,
In a sea of sound
When I woke up alone,
I had everything
A handful of moments
I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare
That cut like a blade
In a city of fools
I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart
Like a hurricane
A handful of moments
I wished I could change
But I was carried away

My lungs gave out
As I faced the crowd
I think that keeping this up
Could be dangerous
I'm flesh and bone
I'm a rolling stone
And the experts say I'm delirious

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Arrogant boy
Love yourself so no one has to
They're better off without you

Arrogant boy
Cause a scene like you're supposed to
They'll fall asleep without you
You're lucky if your memory remains

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

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